We beg for Nothing but Mercy

We uploaded our paper prototype and I guess we all have our "jobs" ,but I guess I get frustrated when my team thinks that I change things each time that I tell them about our concept and that's not it. Our game is really complicated and has a lot of things that we have to do for it and each time I tell them about the game they ask questions and we start arguing,but I don't want to be in charge...I want to help,but sometimes it feels like i shouldn't. I put a link on my wiki to the team wiki and that went smoothly. I'm trying to have a good day,but once again it's hard and it's more complicated than I thought things were going to be.

Quote Of the day


"The last drop of the bottle fell out and we were way to late, farewell my friend."
-A Change of Pace

I Pray your a failure....

We are updating once again......yea boring I know but I guess it has to be done. We just had a great breakfast..I don't usually eat breakfast but it was pretty satisfying. We put some more information on our wikis for the whole world to take hold. I'm starting to get pretty anxious to get this game going....It should be fun.
Quote of the Day

"...and it'll be a while until I can cry again"
-Emmure

Just A Dime A Dozen

We fixed our game ideas, presented them, worked on the paper prototype, and I just uploaded all the information on our games to the team wiki and we should be set for a while. Shawn left early and I was left to fend for myself,but we have most of our stuff completed. I am still trying to get a grip, today isn't as bad as some of my other days. My band booked two more shows, one in Summersville on the 28th of this month and we are playing my best friends 17th birthday party. I have a lot on my shoulders I mean some people might have it worse then me,but you don't know me if you think I have the life....this isn't the American Dream


"Here's where we prove all your fairytales wrong, this all stops tonight, swim in your sea of smoke until your lungs lose the fight."

-A Day To Remember

She's On The Western Coast....

Well, we filled out a survey today for the MIT grant and it was really simple and quick. We are now updating everything as it should be. The team thought of 3 game ideas, at first we had one really solid good one,but we thought of two more and I am confident they will be approved and then the next step will be to pick the one WE like the most. Some days i get distracted by the thoughts I always have, I have to apologize for being distracted,but I'm in a bad place in my life right now to be honest. I don't want to show it,but there it is....out there for everyone to see, but I'm trying....i'm trying



Quote of The Day

"I Walked into your house this morning, brought the gun from our endtable, your blood was strewn across the walls, they'll find you on the bathroom floor...You should have killed me when you had the chance."
-A Day To Remember

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I'm not having a great day so far,but it's another day we have to catch up on missing work and stuff like that. I'm really nervous, tomorrow is Autumn Sunrise's first show. I'm nervous,but I can't wait! Staying stressed out isn't very good, and I don't know how to make it better. I have a lot on my mind and sometimes it pushes me to my limit of collapse. Teens everyday suffer from self mutilation, bullying, eating disorders, mental disorders, and attempted suicide. Think about someone you know and put yourself in there position and explain to me how you think they feel because a lot of people don't know how it feels until they are standing the other person's shoes..answer this How do you think they feel?

Quote of The Day

"Now is the time I will rise to my feet, wipe the spit from my face, wipe these tears from my eyes."

-Hatebreed

Open This Wound

I've been updating things today and I've been trying hard to get stuff done in school,but you can only try so hard. We learned a lot of coding and complex things with the flash program. Our mini games turned out easier than I thought. My coding turned out to have a few problems, but I got a lot of help from E.J over there. I was in this class last year and I must have just plain forgot about the coding and forgot about how to work the actionscript process. Quote of The Day

"The sun sets tonight, I'll hold you with all that I am."

-Haste The Day

Things to Distant to Hear

I've been gone for a while, a sickness of some found it's way into my lungs.
I've been doing nothing but coughing,sneezing, blowing my nose, watching t.v, and eating hot soup. I'm trying to catch up on the work I missed and I'm not sure what I need to do,but hopefully I'll figure it out. Ms.Neal wants students to film the Inventeam today after school,but I'm really sorry,but I told myself I would make a commitment to making music because I've wanted it for so long. I know education is important,but sometimes you have to think about your dreams and not the education.

quote of the day:

"I fell asleep with the lights on and I could see that you are the first one in a long time to have some faith in me."

-A Day To Remember